My autumnal soul sings with freshness and newness, a sharp breeze in my increasingly bare limbs. I am fully aware of the losses and absences all around me. They are a beautiful, fiery harbinger of what is to come, strewn about my feet like so many dreams -- those realized and those discarded -- making room for those that will take their place after the long, cold winter.
I've had 26 Falls. This will be my 27th. I can't remember ever feeling so encouraged, so new, so alive.
"Blessed is the man
who walks not in the counsel or the wicked,
nor stands in the way of sinners,
nor sits in the seat of scoffers;
but his delight is in the Lord,
and on his law he meditates day and night.
He is like a tree
planted by streams of water
that yields its fruit in its season..."
...that yields its fruit in its season. Amen.